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[30 Jul 2010|05:43am] |
Last night I talked with Sam about my need to obsess about one person at all times.
I have never felt better about our relationship. He was completely supportive, optimistic, and confident in himself. I've always wanted a relationship that was incredibly open and introspective. He is being a wonderful friend and I'm happy that he can have friends who are girls now. I think the fact that he didn't made him very closed off and unsupportive to me because he felt like he had to hide that sensitive romantic side of him because all he has are guy friends.
I had a dream about that guy though, except he was apparently mute. And my parents came and they were like uh this guy is weird and I agreed then he ran away and stole a bunch of balls and put them in a little hut because he knows I like ball pits and it was clear that he wanted me to make my own large ball pit. It was sweet but I woke up feeling guilty about Sam.
The point is: I'm feeling better about this, I just need to take it slow.
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